Hey peoples!  Long time since the last update which was like a month ago.  Well some pretty awesome stuff has happened.  I played a show with Looking at our short lived lives through an hourglass on the 12th in Long Island which was fucking awesome.  But the show was awesome and the memories are forever scribbled in my mind.  Then we put some songs of our on a cd and made a freakin demo which was sick.  Bryce that was awesome of you do to the mastering of the cd and awesome guitar player.  And other than that ever thing has been pretty normal.  Hanging out with the usuals like my love christine.  Finally knocked down that sign in front of the field and i was all mine doing that knocked down that sign.  Otherwise nothing has been happening. Same old shit, different day.

 Vermillion pt 2!! REally good song but very melodic for slipknot song but gets the job done

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

Christine-  Your awesome,  funny,  smart and i have no idea were i would be without if we never became friends and even farther.

Long time since that last update.  Well A LOT of stuff has happened.  Now, im going out with the most awesomest girl in the world,  christine.  Friday, we went to the movies with tim ashely ronnie jess christine aimee  and robin and saw the curse.  Wasnt that bad.  Was it?  Saturday, chilled with scott daly went to tims then went back to his house and then went to the ledgewood mall and chilled with everyone we went to the movies with on friday.  Stayed at his house.  Today, didnt do a fucking thing except some homework and reading.  what Fucking fun!  Anyways, gots terra nova testing this week but nobody else seems to have it?  Going to a fucking concert on friday at the knitting factory in tribeca with THROWDOWN and it dies today and the chariot and like 2 other bands gonna be fucking awesome!!!

Christine-  youre so awesome, nice and funny.  every moment with you is a big ball of fun!

Fucking GlassJaw! there are awesome! So pissed they broke up! Her middle name was Boom! REeally good song!

She cured the plague of the holy child
and all the while
she just walked in
and boom! she said
in her room with her red fingernails
and a grip on the answers.

When it's home
and I'm broken, let's fix.
When it's home
and I'm swollen, let's kiss.
When it's home
and we're walking, she'll lead
If she's waiting, we'll leave.
I'm so gracious.

If you touch it
it's cold.
If you drop it
it breaks.
If you hold it
it shakes.
Boom! she said.

My name's I Dare.

All the while...

Whats going on everbody?  Its been a week since the last update on this glorious week.  Did this week seem to last forever or was it just me?  Well on the 9th which was wednesday  bre and I finally ended or so-called relationship with each other. FREEDOM!!!!   Then friday,  i hung out with christine,  jess,  ronnie,  robin and ashely which was cool except they made me go bra shoppn which was intersting.  saturday,  i dont know what happened but i was chillin at scott dalys house and playing some extreme ping pong and drinking all the soda in his fridge which was sweet. today i made cookies with my mom for extra credit in orchestra which was cool and relaxed basically. 

SHAI HULUD!!!!!!!! There are Freaking amazing but they are broken up now which really sucks.  Let us at last Praise the colonizers of dreams amazing song great guitar part!  Learn tim and ronnie

Without pretennsion.
With a sweet chill down my spine...

For a time the clouds lift. And what I have resigned to thinking barran
Does bear fruit.
~
If I am to die - If I must die.
I must inspire while I live,
Alongside the dreamers.

Let us at last praise the colonizers of dreams.
~
I surrender all. All I have give:

To those who survived life's thorns
And provided escape.
To those, whos creations live forever.
To those that wrote the words.
Though my knees become weak.
I will cause my foot another step.
To carry the task.
And to those that understood

There is a need for faith
And a need for hope.

Let us at last praise the colonizers of dreams.
~
As with the brightest and the wisest,
I know the need of
Faith,
Hope,
And
Dreams.

I burn for vidsions and inspiration, for this is life.

If perchance I am dreaming,
Please, let me sleep,

To spend my time in great Atlantis,
In search of Camelot.
I drink from the grail, and war with the immortals,
Rather than suck in the ruins of a fallen sky castle.
~
Amidst the remnants of once
Mighty Colossus.
Comes this call:
Where are the builders?

I clearly see the slayers and the hope they destroy.
I clearly see the thieves, and the wonders they deprive the inspired.

Where are the builders?
~
If I am to die - If I must die.
I must inspire while I live.
Alongside the dreamers.